Graduation

Tonight was the graduation of our pupils.

It was one where deep down I had perhaps felt the most mixed feelings. This will be our team's last project. It maybe my last. A couple of times I was close to tearing and had to walk away.

Though school has often been my source of stress and frustrations... it is also the place where I have such fond memories of the people and my students. I am so reluctant to leave actually. This is alot harder than I thought.

A Promise

Why didn't it rain today? It is raining heavily in her heart. She can't show how she's really feeling but she's tired of pretending that everything is alright. She knew she has to keep her promise. She won't be difficult when the time comes... she will do as agreed as that was probably the best course of action... but yet... she hesitated as she paused on the delete button... She can't bear to do it....... there isn't any other way about it.

She wondered if anyone would have understood the pain in her heart... the loss that she's experiencing... the darkness that is looming... that it is tearing her apart....