She sat in front of the computer, thinking of how is she going to write this... Sometimes some things are best left unsaid. This could be one of them... but it can never stay buried for long... it will surface again one day.
She is well aware of why there is difficulty in reconnection... The enemy is not out there... the enemy is deep within. It is her heart. She had refused to allow her heart to divulge any feelings. Really it has been out of its place and it is time to close it once more.
For that brief moment though, she had felt alive. She felt she had lived her life just as she wanted to... For that moment she was herself and was free. She knew she was happy even though it had been a fleeting moment.
She guarded this feeling close to her heart. She knew she can never share this with anyone. Who will understand, who will not judge? Perhaps some things are best left unsaid... and perhaps some things are best left the way it was. It will never be the same again... Trying to relive those moments will be a mistake... She knew it is time to let it go.
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